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[Dec. 24th, 2005|12:12 pm] |
i dunno i really havent journaled in along time but a lot of shit has gown down...
never got to make my bologna submarine...(cris is gone)
someone close overdosed...
the fiance is still in florida!
i'm a workaholic...i'm addicted to workahol...
i'm really bored...
happy holidays |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|07:50 am] |
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raul and i arent talking surprise surprise... what did i do... nothin he just used me like everyone else does=/. why wont jason come home... i'm so tired and lonely.... |
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| Fry me up some bacon and i'll vomit..... |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|05:47 pm] |
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2 hookers and an eightball!!!!!! u can never get sick of that tunage or shut me up.....OH BOY!!!!....so people always show up extremely late to my house or not at all....i think i'm jinxed or there might be a devils curse....ummmm saturated fat....driedle land....mr. big nose....HOLLA AT YOUR JEW GIRL! |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|11:33 am] |
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oh....by.....the......way....u....r....gayer....than.....AIDS...... |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|11:29 am] |
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dana works with me now.... its been like three weeks since jason and i went on break but now i think we might get back together... but anyone who knows what happened knows that the duke of candy apples is my name and i foumnd a hott mexican... i went shopping yesterday ansd got a new belt.... i want to go shopping again today i mean j mack has the cash... just jokin who would use that bitches dough? |
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| **and it was true feelings of passion** |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|03:00 pm] |
I was feeling sad and lonely
and my heart was torn in two
I went out to see a show
that's the night that I met you
you're so dreamy, you're so sweet
swept completely off my feet
you duct-taped my heart back together
i think that this could last
I know that this will last forever
you duct-taped my heart back together
the club was packed, the band was loud
i held my breath as you came near
you seemed to have something to say
i leaned in close so i could hear
a roll of duct tape in your hand
"we have a show next saturday"
you hung a flyer on the wall
"will you come and see us play?"
you're so dreamy, you're so sweet
swept completely off my feet
you duct-taped my heart back together
i think that this could last
I hope that this will last
I know that this will last forever
you duct-taped my heart back together
I know that this will last forever
we were walking in the rain
and a hole was in my shoe
you pulled some duct tape from your bag
patched it up as good as new
"that should keep you dry" you told me
looking shyly in my eyes
and our hands were almost touching
that first kiss was a surprise
you're so dreamy, you're so sweet
swept completely off my feet
you duct-taped my heart back together
i think that this could last
I hope that this will last
I know that this will last forever
you duct-taped my heart back together
I know that this will last forever |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|11:54 am] |
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makin me hella hella randy and shit |
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[Sep. 14th, 2005|11:08 am] |
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yea massive UTI.... go back to work today... that kinda blows...my cock...and sucks on my balls..... |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|09:03 am] |
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my first day of work at abercrombie was yesterday.... it was great.... i really do enjoy doing certain things....i work the rest of the week to get those big ass bills!!! hi holla bitchez!!! |
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| and i tripped today in front of E |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|05:25 pm] |
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so i fell in front of Aaron,,, and it was so hott...had mad b.o.!!! whats that you say...me and aaron have set plans tomoroo for sushi...hes like brian cept funnier....jason was supposed to call at five...i think i'll take a nap...who knows me and the dude might want to have fun later... lets watch the big lebawski... |
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[Aug. 30th, 2005|10:47 am] |
i feel so out of context in this gaudy appartment complex.......I sleep alone tonight... and everyother night as welll... I'm drinking diet coke and yesterday i hung out with Megan and went grocery shopping....it was refreshingly fun compared to my new found normalacy in life...aaron graves finally asked me to hang out this week....i thought about it, i mean really thought about whether things between jason and i were worth fighting for.... and the answer is of course...i could never throw anything that we worked for to the wind... plus i'm not like jason, when i have an impulse i think it through....contemplate the results and come to a conclusion that everything will be okay if i stay on task....this is so stupid.... i guess i'm just really going crazy being here alone.....i mean i still have a great social life... i run around with more people now than i have ever before for the past year.....
Okay here are my goals for the year....
1. Build a submarine....one that might not sail to the ocean's floor, but a pretty good one...not made of bologna....
2. develop the beer diet more intensively, yeah yeah there are only like two more bugs that need to be worked out of that one....
3. GO 2 arizona to apprentice!!!
4. Get my abercrombie sweater with fur...
5. Meet new hott people....
6. Go camping!!! |
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[Aug. 24th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
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i got engaged bitches |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|10:06 am] |
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class started jason left i'm cold |
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[Aug. 19th, 2005|08:28 am] |
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well school starts on monday... thats also the day jason leaves... sad isnt it... as much as i wont miss the fighting or the constant reminder of betrayal...i'll miss my best friend....and i love him with all my heart... |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|11:28 am] |
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do i look like a slut....uhuh shutup!
yesterday we went thrifting in the city... it was great for the most part and i really do think that mat and danny are on of the best pairs i have ever seen....i got my dirty sanchez shirt with webangin! on the back....i guess thats how i spell the word copyright patent pending bitches....laura is taking mo jason and me to medieval times for our college send off.... i guess in a week everything will be different but for now its okay.... |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|10:36 am] |
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i am free as a bird now... some really bad things happened to me over the weekend thats why i've been out of touch... sry everyone....xpescially u krista cuz i was going to go down to you on sunday... but u ever wnder why someone wouldnt fix something they have broken.... i got broken jason hasnt fixed me...its beyond megan or natalie or his lies about being a dj or a drinker... its about me not wanting to live anymore....i know i'm not his blonde hair blue eyed woman but i'm supposed to feel like i'm okay looking... never will.... i'm worthless....i'm as numb as a heart that has stopped beating..and i cant wait for death to come |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|09:44 am] |
Well, I've got to run to keep from hidin',
And I'm bound to keep on ridin'.
And I've got one more silver dollar,
But I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no,
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.
And I don't own the clothes I'm wearing,
And the road goes on forever,
And I've got one more silver dollar,
But I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.
And I've gone by the point of caring,
Some old bed I'll soon be sharing,
And I've got one more silver dollar,
But I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.
No, I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.
No, I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|08:30 am] |
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tattoo is hott.... shark bait....devils rejects was raw... another movie where Sherry moon plays an obnoxious vixen that is still able to please...it was good...tootie mother fucking fruitie!!! |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|11:04 am] |
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ummmm....I love cupcakes....yea tattoo on tuesday....shark bait hoohahaha |
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