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and i tripped today in front of E [Aug. 31st, 2005|05:25 pm]
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so i fell in front of Aaron,,, and it was so hott...had mad b.o.!!! whats that you say...me and aaron have set plans tomoroo for sushi...hes like brian cept funnier....jason was supposed to call at five...i think i'll take a nap...who knows me and the dude might want to have fun later... lets watch the big lebawski...
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(no subject) [Aug. 30th, 2005|10:47 am]
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i feel so out of context in this gaudy appartment complex.......I sleep alone tonight... and everyother night as welll... I'm drinking diet coke and yesterday i hung out with Megan and went grocery shopping....it was refreshingly fun compared to my new found normalacy in life...aaron graves finally asked me to hang out this week....i thought about it, i mean really thought about whether things between jason and i were worth fighting for.... and the answer is of course...i could never throw anything that we worked for to the wind... plus i'm not like jason, when i have an impulse i think it through....contemplate the results and come to a conclusion that everything will be okay if i stay on task....this is so stupid.... i guess i'm just really going crazy being here alone.....i mean i still have a great social life... i run around with more people now than i have ever before for the past year.....
Okay here are my goals for the year....
1. Build a submarine....one that might not sail to the ocean's floor, but a pretty good one...not made of bologna....
2. develop the beer diet more intensively, yeah yeah there are only like two more bugs that need to be worked out of that one....
3. GO 2 arizona to apprentice!!!
4. Get my abercrombie sweater with fur...
5. Meet new hott people....
6. Go camping!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2005|06:54 pm]
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i got engaged bitches
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2005|10:06 am]
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class started jason left i'm cold
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2005|08:28 am]
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well school starts on monday... thats also the day jason leaves... sad isnt it... as much as i wont miss the fighting or the constant reminder of betrayal...i'll miss my best friend....and i love him with all my heart...
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(no subject) [Aug. 10th, 2005|11:28 am]
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[music |avenue d do i look like a slut?]

do i look like a slut....uhuh shutup!
yesterday we went thrifting in the city... it was great for the most part and i really do think that mat and danny are on of the best pairs i have ever seen....i got my dirty sanchez shirt with webangin! on the back....i guess thats how i spell the word copyright patent pending bitches....laura is taking mo jason and me to medieval times for our college send off.... i guess in a week everything will be different but for now its okay....
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2005|10:36 am]
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i am free as a bird now... some really bad things happened to me over the weekend thats why i've been out of touch... sry everyone....xpescially u krista cuz i was going to go down to you on sunday... but u ever wnder why someone wouldnt fix something they have broken.... i got broken jason hasnt fixed me...its beyond megan or natalie or his lies about being a dj or a drinker... its about me not wanting to live anymore....i know i'm not his blonde hair blue eyed woman but i'm supposed to feel like i'm okay looking... never will.... i'm worthless....i'm as numb as a heart that has stopped beating..and i cant wait for death to come
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2005|09:44 am]
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Well, I've got to run to keep from hidin',
And I'm bound to keep on ridin'.
And I've got one more silver dollar,
But I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no,
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.

And I don't own the clothes I'm wearing,
And the road goes on forever,
And I've got one more silver dollar,
But I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.

And I've gone by the point of caring,
Some old bed I'll soon be sharing,
And I've got one more silver dollar,

But I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.

No, I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.

No, I'm not gonna let 'em catch me, no
Not gonna let 'em catch the Midnight Rider.
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2005|08:30 am]
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tattoo is hott.... shark bait....devils rejects was raw... another movie where Sherry moon plays an obnoxious vixen that is still able to please...it was good...tootie mother fucking fruitie!!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 31st, 2005|11:04 am]
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ummmm....I love cupcakes....yea tattoo on tuesday....shark bait hoohahaha
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